Confusion !

I really think that i am going crazy soon... Nowadays i am very distracted by you appearance !
I think I need to tell someone about my feeling about you... So here i am to throw everything out !

I am confused !
Your face keep appearing in my mind !
Am i really in love with you or i just need some accompanied?
Do you have any feeling for me?
Can our relationship really blossom?
I really admire your talent but what about you?

Could someone tell me not to dream anymore...
Could someone slap me in my face telling me not to hurt you as i will be leaving next year and our relationship will not blossom...

HELP ! You are really killing me...

Its been a long time since i had such feeling towards someone.
I think I really in love with you !

PS: God, pls tell me what to do.., I don't wish to get myself involved in a relationship with him! It will make me unbearable to leave when the time comes...