Congrats to you Mr Heng.M.H

I have been lazing around for the pass one week as I am on leave. Today I happened to surf the web and saw my secondary school mate girlfriend’s blog. Actually he is my 初恋情人. From the blog I get to know that he is engaged with his girlfriend in which I am quite happy for him.
After so many years of not contacting each other, it’s really great to know how well he is doing currently.

We ended our relationship in a very… (I not sure, how to describe it). I couldn’t really remember did we actually say break up or not… anyway, we have ended it. I always felt guilt towards him as I didn’t treat him nicely. I felt that I haven’t been a good girlfriend to him when we were together. He was a nice guy, really a nice person, can say a good bf and husband.
I still remembered that he sent me a message through Friendster telling me that he wasn’t angry with me at all, as past is a past. I always wanted to tell him in face that I am sincerely sorry for what I have done for him during the 3 years when we were together.
Now knowing that he has a pretty partner, I sincerely wishes that both of them 永远恩恩爱爱，长长久久.

If I had a chance in future, I really wish to see him in person to say “Meng Hwee, I am very sorry!”

PS: 如果人生可以重来，我希望你没有认识我。对不起 ！