My beloved Grandpa - Ong Ann Seng

On 17 Feb 2007, my grandpa pass away peacefully after fighting with the cancerous cell in his lung for about 1 and a half year. He had his dinner and pass away without saying any words to us. It is a regret to me cos i am on my way there when my aunt broke the news to me. I never get there in time to have dinner with you... Pls forgive me ! I hope i am there in time to see you...

During this pass year, he been getting in and out of the hospital till they didn't want to accept him cos the doctors has no further treatment for him unless radiation therapy. Weeks before he pass away he accept doctors offer to receive treatment but he suffer from the side effects after the therapy. He couldn't eat at all. He been skinny all the while but after receiving treatment he get even skinner.

Maybe it a relief for him and my grandma. Hope that he have a smooth journey to the heaven. Now may god protect him and guide him the way. At last he is free from suffering.

I will always remember you, grandpa - Ong Ann Seng. I love you !

Wake is at Bedok North St 1 Blk 201. (Near the Bedok Interchange)

Body will leave at 1pm to Mandai Crematorium on 22 Feb 2007

Busy? Mad? Happy?

Wow... it been quite a long time since i last update my blog... I have been busy with my school project recently. Could you imagine yourself preparing for 4 projects in 7 weeks? (Minus 2 week , one Chinese New Year week and First week of school) Moreover, all the project involve in doing proposal and event planning. What a nurse got to do with event planning? (Are we taking the right course? - Maybe the lecturers mistaken us as business student.) Also we have to do voluntary work for the school as helpers during the open house. (Among so many group we are so unluckily to be selected to help the school - Damn it !)

Then I'm going to IMH for my fearful experience. I been trying to escape from that fearful nightmares but god doesn't help me at all... I have to go this "wonderful "through the torturing process that god is giving me... It is my first week at IMH so far and i still quite scare of going there. They are nice people over there who look like normal people and some look like abnormal but at time they will go "Headwire" ! Especially during before medication time at 7 o'clock, either in the morning or evening. The best thing Ang Bao our school has given us is before Chinese New Year i have to go IMH for attachment and After New Year i have to go back there for another week of training. So this year is a "Madness" year for me...

Then my Shatec friend - Ben came from Vietnam to visit us. He look just the same as before when he was in the school. He says that i look more pretty... Also i doesn't look fat - Ok? (So Mr Chuang Che Pin... Stop telling people that i am fat!) He is still as Handsome and macho as before. We went to Serangoon Garden for a supper before he left Singapore the next day. He is currently working in Hilton in his country as a Lobby Manager...(I found myself another Lobang... Haha) When he tell me how much he is earning, i never regret to leave the Hotel Industry. (It's confidential to disclose how much a person is earning, pls pardon me for that.) It is because till now he is still not married... He has to work like buffalo in order to survive in the industry. It so miserable !

Basically that what i have been doing recently... Oh, pls pray for my friend Neo Neo who have fall ill and hope she have a speedy recovery. Life for me is so "Wonderful"

PS: Live life to the fullest, till you drop death... HAHA - Jus Kidding !

Money?

I never know human are so materialistic... They even can make money from a person who is dead... Make use of the dead to make money... Remember that there's this actress in Taiwan who die in an accident, she is being cremated today. Then the people at the temple printed her picture onto the cards and make a badge to sell and make money... They are so inhuman. I just wonder when they earn dead people money will they be able to use it in a happy way... I am so angry when i saw the news at the tv... it so unbelievable.
Hai~ sometime it really makes me wonder is money so important? Can money make people find their happiness as well? Can money be exchange for happiness? If i have a choice, to choose happiness or money i will definitely choose happiness... Cos with happiness, i can find my way to make money but with money and no happiness, then how am i going to survive...

PS: Money is not everything but happiness is essential to life...